Who will love me as I am...

I became so enraged at unfair conditions at my job yesterday.
The worst of it all I don't want to relive in the retelling. I don't want to give the situation or the persons involved that power over me.

My frustration at not being able to instantly dissolved the nightmare made me unpleasant to myself,deep in my soul.

I cried.

I came home and had no one here to vent to, share my situation with, have that shoulder to lean on and voice to make those 'tut tut' sounds of unity and compassion.

Alone.

The last thing I didn't want to feel right then.

Alone.

Creator when is your time going to be my time. The desires of my heart need a answer now I think.

The resounding silence says I'm still...

Alone.